Monday, April 30, 2018

Heal It.

I think I'm getting interested with you when you're alone.
I think you are what I think and so, I stop looking.
I thought you were different, made me finally more confident about myself, being myself.

And finally, I realized you were with her. That girl is the pearl of your life, shining to make your life happier. I watched it every time I looked into your eyes that looked into her eyes.

Your lady was beside me after I took the words out. And I'm surprised when your girlfriend say the same words as me, without her knowing, and only I know.

I know she's the woman you're looking for. But how can that be? My heart hurt to see her like me, have a same like me without your girlfriend know, the various behavior of your girlfriend that I noticed the same as me.

Now I walk away, calm down. I will not hurt the feelings of your girlfriend, with you fall in love her, it has made me deserve to feel that I am nobody.

Congratulations for the longer time, you will stay together. Your girlfriend has the same nature as me, I know that.

I'm no longer dreaming, because I know and feel too sick.
When I see them together, in a long time, with that woman I know very well.

I believe, my heart will heal it.
:)

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